Too scared too soon
Recently I'm always in this neative mood. I seem to think that the world around me is collapsing. Every piece of news is received as bad news. I feel great anxiety, I'm scared, I worried, I had insomia and nightmare if I can have a few moment of shut eyes.
As I was at the sink washing my glass, I finally managed to stop, concentrate and think...
Actually, nothing bad is happening. Even if I had not gain anything over the last few months, I've not lost anything too. Why am I feeling so scared? I really don't know. I'm just so insecure. Keep thinking I'm going to face some crisis. Been frightened and afraid. But when I think about all that has happened recently, there's nothing really bad.
I just gotta keep telling myself: "Gal, you can cope with life, just have more confidence in yourself and things will be fine." Prob this lack of self-confidence is due to my failure to "save" him. But I think I'm doing quite well in terms of moving on. I shall not be afraid of what's ahead. I'll try even if it's not going to be easy. I shall not be too scared too soon.
posted by coralmarine @ 11:29 am
5 Comments:
Hi sweetie, things may seem hopeless now - as they always do when we're in the middle of it - but there will be one day when you'll wake up and feel fine again. And that day is often sooner than we imagine.
You're an amazing, strong woman. You're doing great.
Hey, thank you. I'm still fighting the scaredy cat syndrom.Been having nightmare about work for two weeks. Hope it'll stop soon.
Heya, I heard that what does not break you will only make you stronger.
From what I have known, you are a strong girl. You will feel better. Focus on the blessings around you - Great home, Great Hb, youth (cause you can always try to have children in the near future).
Think of it as a blessing in disguise. It's nature's way of helping him. Maybe he wont be as strong and fit to enjoy life fully if he was born. (pls don't get offended if I say any wrong things here k)
Sometimes I feel that words cannot express what I really feel. So here's a :( WITH you.
Take care. I agree with jeanie. You're an amazingly strong woman whom I look up to.
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